I Hold it until I DIE.
=TheEnd=
Thursday 28 February 2013
Wednesday 27 February 2013
The Lazy Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t ya ahli Syurga~ xD
Its been awhile since....last two weeks(?) i guess -_-''
I just recovered from bad fever+heavy cough+annoying flu+headache!!!
I spend almost a day on my bed. No food, no drink, no toilet and no phone call T^T
I texted my sister that i had a fever at the morning...but until next day, she finally replied me... </3
I was so sad actually. Whenever i fell sick, she will be the first person who know it.
but.....
i dont know, i just upsad that she did not replied me or call me back when i needed her the most...
you can see how special she is to me.
For all that long painful day, i finally got up from my bed only to perform my prayers, then i sleep back
coz my head is killing me =o=''
NOW!!! I am healthy and happy like i always do! ^O^v Thanks to Allah, Thanks to my roomate whose show their love and care to me! and also to my besties!!! Jinnie, CL, LULU!! :** I love U guys~ <3
and one for not least, my beloved mother and father who always support and gives me strength whenever i fall. I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3
its all just a starting summary from me xD
this is the real story :PP
All my classes had been canceled today!!! Hooraaaaayy for me!! <\(^O^)/>
and my classmates asked me out shopping and hangout together, have lunch and waste time <.< LOL xD
well emm...i felt really LAZY.......
I didnt wash my clothes yet, i didnt wash my plate also...
LOL really are LAZY xDD
Mom said, if i'm acting SOOOOOOOOOOOO LAAAAZZZZYYYY,
NOBODY WANNA HAVE ME AS THEIR IN-LAW XDD
Maybe that is right -___________-''
Naaah~ i dont mind on that~ Just.... NAAAAAHHH xDD
LOL annoying isn't it??? :P sorry xD
I'm just getting annoyed with my friends just now,
she gave me 1/2hour to get ready for our 'Ladies Day out' ==''
da Fork?? only half an hour????????????? i never gonna make it =.=''
so, i stop here then :'( will write more later~ thank u to my visitors <3
i love you all!!! Muah2! please comment '' ILoveCheesCake'' after you read my blog!! xDD
I told you it is my LAZY DAY ;) <3
=thelazyGirl=
Its been awhile since....last two weeks(?) i guess -_-''
I just recovered from bad fever+heavy cough+annoying flu+headache!!!
I spend almost a day on my bed. No food, no drink, no toilet and no phone call T^T
I texted my sister that i had a fever at the morning...but until next day, she finally replied me... </3
I was so sad actually. Whenever i fell sick, she will be the first person who know it.
but.....
i dont know, i just upsad that she did not replied me or call me back when i needed her the most...
you can see how special she is to me.
For all that long painful day, i finally got up from my bed only to perform my prayers, then i sleep back
coz my head is killing me =o=''
NOW!!! I am healthy and happy like i always do! ^O^v Thanks to Allah, Thanks to my roomate whose show their love and care to me! and also to my besties!!! Jinnie, CL, LULU!! :** I love U guys~ <3
and one for not least, my beloved mother and father who always support and gives me strength whenever i fall. I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3
its all just a starting summary from me xD
this is the real story :PP
All my classes had been canceled today!!! Hooraaaaayy for me!! <\(^O^)/>
and my classmates asked me out shopping and hangout together, have lunch and waste time <.< LOL xD
well emm...i felt really LAZY.......
I didnt wash my clothes yet, i didnt wash my plate also...
LOL really are LAZY xDD
Mom said, if i'm acting SOOOOOOOOOOOO LAAAAZZZZYYYY,
NOBODY WANNA HAVE ME AS THEIR IN-LAW XDD
Maybe that is right -___________-''
Naaah~ i dont mind on that~ Just.... NAAAAAHHH xDD
LOL annoying isn't it??? :P sorry xD
I'm just getting annoyed with my friends just now,
she gave me 1/2hour to get ready for our 'Ladies Day out' ==''
da Fork?? only half an hour????????????? i never gonna make it =.=''
so, i stop here then :'( will write more later~ thank u to my visitors <3
i love you all!!! Muah2! please comment '' ILoveCheesCake'' after you read my blog!! xDD
I told you it is my LAZY DAY ;) <3
=thelazyGirl=
Friday 15 February 2013
Dear God...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~
Dear my Lord,
I am begging you again,
I know, You only gives me what best among the best for me~
and i asked from You too much before~
Please God, only You could help me, and i know you are listening~
Please help me saves the person that I really Love and cared so much.
The person that i can never live without~
Especially MrV...
The last time i met him, he was so sensitive and short-tempered.
I understand why he felt that way~
Though he never tell me that he will have his surgery after that last week meeting,
I already knew about it~COZ I AM NOT STUPID.
I never stop thinking the way how to get in there just to meet him again and again, day after day..
I never cried and tried my best to make him laugh or at least to make him smile :)
Even though it is really hard to meet him, but i never give up :)
As for now, i miss him and what else can I do other than praying for him to get well and healthy soon!!
I told him that i will always waiting for him, and i know he hates that, but then i asked him to comeback if he don't want me to waited for him...
##Please God, Long Live his life and Give him Healthiness~!!!
Till now, i didn't hear any news about him~ so i will patiently wait for him :)
Dear God, I know a lot of handsome guys, or maybe rich guys or bla..bla..blaa guys out there,
I'm not interested at them at all~ its not like i am lesbo, It just HIM, MrV, had filled my heart.
Even sometimes i am closed to some guys, classmates, or old friends, or new friends, or seniors <.< ...
I am not interested at all!!
WOW! I guess this is a true love? Nyiaahahahaa!!
I'm just glad that i met him, and no other than him :)
Even once again, and again and again he tell me goodbye, I just can't say a goodbye to him...
##We can't tell the future, cause all of it is YOUR job, My Dear Lord :')
I am glad that you still give him another chance to breath, meet his family and friends, see his house, taste the food that his mother cooks, let him sleeping on his bed again, and hopes it will last longer and more~
I f i am rich, and have a passport, and have my parents' agreement, i would have flies to his Country and stays by him side, see him smiles, maybe cooks his favorite food? hehee Hopes that will comes true~ :')
Amin~
*look up* i mumbled a lot..
(I am sorry if i never been serious when talking even that i really mean it on what i say)
and secondly is one of My Best Friend, Naz~
Dear God,
She will have her first surgery by tomorrow~
I don't know the real time, but she will have her surgery tomorrow~
I realize it when she was 15 years old,
She ever have a serious tummy ache until she can't even move from her bed,
and absent many days from school.
Cause of that pain, she went to the hospital and the doctor is a new doctor ++ he is a guy -___-''
He said "alaaaa~ it is normal for a teenagers like you~ That pain will gone after you married"
WTF!!! She should sue that doctor!!! He didn't check properly!! and now?? What had happen to you??
##My Lord,
people makes mistake, but that doctor is... OVER MISTAKEN!!
and Last week, me and Naz promised to attend our reunion Class at McD,
but she was been detained at ward because the other doctor said she was suspected Cyst...
She got two semi-solid cyst that 8 cm and 5 cm long.... T^T
Please make this operation succeed! I wont see her suffer anymore ><
Dear God, Please save her~ I'm gonna called her tonight~ but what can i say to her?
To my Bestie, Jinnie and CL <3
I am so sorry if i am acting weird and making both of you mad at me~ </3
Seems like i was so selfish and didn't think of others feeling~
I am sorry, I am sorry I am sorry~
I am just pabo~ Making a mistake again and again~
I am sorry :')
Love You bestie <3
Thats All from Me :)
The Pabo Jaekyi~
Dear my Lord,
I am begging you again,
I know, You only gives me what best among the best for me~
and i asked from You too much before~
Please God, only You could help me, and i know you are listening~
Please help me saves the person that I really Love and cared so much.
The person that i can never live without~
Especially MrV...
The last time i met him, he was so sensitive and short-tempered.
I understand why he felt that way~
Though he never tell me that he will have his surgery after that last week meeting,
I already knew about it~
I never stop thinking the way how to get in there just to meet him again and again, day after day..
I never cried and tried my best to make him laugh or at least to make him smile :)
Even though it is really hard to meet him, but i never give up :)
As for now, i miss him and what else can I do other than praying for him to get well and healthy soon!!
I told him that i will always waiting for him, and i know he hates that, but then i asked him to comeback if he don't want me to waited for him...
##Please God, Long Live his life and Give him Healthiness~!!!
Till now, i didn't hear any news about him~ so i will patiently wait for him :)
Dear God, I know a lot of handsome guys, or maybe rich guys or bla..bla..blaa guys out there,
I'm not interested at them at all~ its not like i am lesbo, It just HIM, MrV, had filled my heart.
Even sometimes i am closed to some guys, classmates, or old friends, or new friends, or seniors <.< ...
I am not interested at all!!
WOW! I guess this is a true love? Nyiaahahahaa!!
I'm just glad that i met him, and no other than him :)
Even once again, and again and again he tell me goodbye, I just can't say a goodbye to him...
##We can't tell the future, cause all of it is YOUR job, My Dear Lord :')
I am glad that you still give him another chance to breath, meet his family and friends, see his house, taste the food that his mother cooks, let him sleeping on his bed again, and hopes it will last longer and more~
I f i am rich, and have a passport, and have my parents' agreement, i would have flies to his Country and stays by him side, see him smiles, maybe cooks his favorite food? hehee Hopes that will comes true~ :')
Amin~
*look up* i mumbled a lot..
(I am sorry if i never been serious when talking even that i really mean it on what i say)
and secondly is one of My Best Friend, Naz~
Dear God,
She will have her first surgery by tomorrow~
I don't know the real time, but she will have her surgery tomorrow~
I realize it when she was 15 years old,
She ever have a serious tummy ache until she can't even move from her bed,
and absent many days from school.
Cause of that pain, she went to the hospital and the doctor is a new doctor ++ he is a guy -___-''
He said "alaaaa~ it is normal for a teenagers like you~ That pain will gone after you married"
WTF!!! She should sue that doctor!!! He didn't check properly!! and now?? What had happen to you??
##My Lord,
people makes mistake, but that doctor is... OVER MISTAKEN!!
and Last week, me and Naz promised to attend our reunion Class at McD,
but she was been detained at ward because the other doctor said she was suspected Cyst...
She got two semi-solid cyst that 8 cm and 5 cm long.... T^T
Please make this operation succeed! I wont see her suffer anymore ><
Dear God, Please save her~ I'm gonna called her tonight~ but what can i say to her?
To my Bestie, Jinnie and CL <3
I am so sorry if i am acting weird and making both of you mad at me~ </3
Seems like i was so selfish and didn't think of others feeling~
I am sorry, I am sorry I am sorry~
I am just pabo~ Making a mistake again and again~
I am sorry :')
Love You bestie <3
Thats All from Me :)
The Pabo Jaekyi~
Saturday 2 February 2013
When You Say GOODBYE
Hello :)
............... I've got nothing to say exactly..
I'm just feeling weak cause everything didn't come so good on me~
Sometimes i felt so tired until i fall asleep for long long time... LOL
what happen to me ==''
I've got his last text and he says Goodbye...
That makes my tears running out like a waterfall..
Ermm... I won't comeback to that place anymore...
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