SHUT DOWN

I guess, this is my last post in this Beautiful January~
Tomorrow i will be leaving home for campus~
I wont have a chance to online cause of tests, quizzes, study groups, events and blaa....blaa...blaa...
January,
The month that left me a lots of wonderful memories and a thousands of feelings from day by day~
Sweet.Sour.Salty.Bitter life in this January teaches me a lot of things to move on by next day and another day~


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For my bestie ( JINNIE AND CL)

Please be well and get crazy like we always do ^^ I missed all of that :P
I'll comeback again and update my blog :D
I Love u girls!!!! Thank U for always stay with me <3


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To My One and Only, MrV~

I am sorry for making you worried about me, I shouldn't write that :/ but hey~ I always save whenever thinking bout You (~.^)v  Btw, If the fate allowed us to meet again, then we will meet again like we always do :) If its not, then i will always pray and wait for u until i meet U~ You said Don't wait for u, but i say, I'll waiting for u ;) If you hates me waiting for u, then comeback after all done :) For how long? I don't care~ 

My Love, I Love You~ FOREVER~ 

-SHUT DOWN-

Written on 26 of August 2012 For Jinnie

A letter that written for Jinnie and will never reached to her, (and now it did)

Jinnie, i want u to know this, i have a friend. She have a kind and soft heart. I love the way she advised other people. 
She always give a strength and support when someone who their heart broken and lost hopes~ i know she is stronger than she looks.. but now, she is giving up and tired of everything~ i don't know, who the hell people making her like this?? == I hopes she get back her spirit and hyper like before~ God, please hear me, i missed the old she :') 

heheh i know this post, u will never read it coz i post it in my secret group ;')
well..i am just shy to tell everything there (Fam) :PP Thats why i have a secret group :3 ♥

With love, Jaeky :*

MY RUDE NEIGHBOR

For 7 YEARS my family had a neighbor that came from 'Sab' state.
We live in a VERY VERY harmonious life! You know why? 
Thanks to My Family's patience especially my beloved Father~

My Father is a VERY VERY VERY HOT-TEMPERED man.
He is a very straight man and he will get mad if we(children) did a very little tiny mistake~!! 
The one who could calm him down is my sweet gentle mummy :')  
If my mummy not there when he is mad, we all DOOMED xD

But in the same time, my Father have a generous and loving heart.
He Loves to help people around him :) and he loves CAT!! ^///^
Sometimes, if his children needed money for some important matter, he will try his best to find the money for us. No 'Ah Long' No 'Ah Ngah' xD Just borrowing from people :/ and He will pay it back! :D 
well, that's why i salute him! 

My Rude Neighbor........
They didn't know the manners in neighborhood. 
I don't know how to explain,
they had been a lot of trouble that disturbing us. 
let me list out the problems :-

1) Always fighting...drunk,violence..... Scary ==''
2) Noise pollution ((TOO MUCH))
3) Parking car according to their pleasure. 
(( My Dad's TABOO is:- someone parking a car right IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE and troubled the public , and that's what they do...They even Killed my Cats!! Dx ))
4) Spitting everywhere!!!!! eewwwww.....
5) TOUCHING my dad's garden.......... U'll dead if u touch his property....

and there are lots lots more~ There is once, my dad wanna scolded them on what their behave, but my mum stopped him cause you know, my Dad's scold leads to a 'FIGHT'... lol 

So, we just keep on patience and do a good example to them even if they give us S**T...
Prophet S.A.W ever said ''Patience was beautiful'' and yeah, i ever experience it before :') It is wonderful~


As Allah (S.W.T.) Himself says in the Qur’an (Surah Al-Baqarah, 2: 286)

"On no soul does Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) “Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which You did lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us.  You are our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith.”

Errmm... Thats all from me? :3 
I'll update again later ;D <3

Thank You :)

A FOOL

I'm just a fool...
I'm just a fool...
I'm just a fool...
You know why? 
cause i didn't text him to meet me THERE~

I'm just a fool...
Let me tell you why,
Cause I'm upsad on the things he said~
''I'm not sure IF I WILL BE BACK OR NOT''. . . . . . . </3
You all wouldn't know why am I so sensitive listening into this words from him..

I'm just a fool...
and i know it why,
I am too egoist until i refused to start talking with him first. 
We called it revenged... 

I'm just a fool...
So, You know why?
cause once again I make him MAD~
Getting MAD is his biggest enemy...

I'm a fool...
and why is it?
Cause i am regretting on my behave to him just now~
I was too emo until I followed my heart says....
People said, You follow your heart, You'll DIE! 


and now, I'm still waiting for him to come 'ON' so I could talk again with him,
Please God, Cured his HEART from ANGER~ 
Please God, MAKE him BACK to me~
Please God, let me TALK with him AGAIN...

Please God, make it all HAPPEN...........BECAUSE I'M JUST A FOOL.... 





This is ain't no lyrics, poems or sayings...

but this is what MY HEART TALKING.

Morning Breakfast

Morning Breakfast!! ^O^ We called it 'Pancake with Sambal Ikan Bilis' heehee

[It made of flour, cold water, salt, a little turmeric powder(for the yellow colour), and two two eggs beans.]

My big brother loves it so much, so i make this as our breakfast today! ^_^

What makes it more delicious is the ''RED SAMBAL IKAN BILIS!!'' *Q* 

[ oil, chili paste, onion, garlic, tamarind water, powder flavourings and fried anchovy] 

NYOOOOOT NYOOOOOT!!! WALLAAA~! 

This post makes me hungry again *Q*

Imma off to eat now!! 

If you have any request, please comments down here ;) 

Thank You <3

For The Special You MrV (My Deep Confession)

This is a post from my SECRET Group <3 LOL Imma so SHY now >o< 

For The Special You, MrV~
Hey You! this is the things that i would like to say to you,,but i donno, why i cant say it... Hey You! Just read and feel me~

i'm still young, ** years-old.. I'm muslim and my religion is Islam. but somehow i can't take this emotion any longer~ i always missed u, and i always remembered u~ i wish u are my last~ and you know something? you are my fist love~ ♥ i love u without knowing ur face, and background... i love u the way u are~ The first time i met u, u makes my heart beats faster than a normal~ my hands, they were wet coz of nervous! and i cant stop smiling while talking with u without u knowing it. 

Actually i hates u at first. coz u scares me a lot. and u are the first person who ever know my secret in rp..(that i am a girl in a Xiah acc).. btw, i like ur answer, ''coz i'm a guy'' lol thats so cool!! xDD after i met u, i want to copy u,,brave on fighting, and everyone salute u..but not on that 'player behavior' lol if i am a man, i want to be like u. u amazed me a lot.. and thats how i love u. Knowing u more and more makes my feelings grow from a crush into love ♥ and thats how i love u more~

now, i have u as my boyfriend(?) no~ it's a special one ♥ i still can't believe it now that u are mine~ i really wish that one day u'll read this,, and u'll know how i feel for u~ i know my sister might vomit when she read this, but i dont care, as long as i write this for u and only u ;)

i wish that i could grow old with u~ if u are sick, i am strong enough to take care of u! :D if i am sick? heheh i only sick for a day(fever) and others, i can just have a med ^^v and if u wanna eat? i can cooks everything u want! but only halal thing :P i can't hold pigs xD and what if i wanna eat? hey~ dont worry~ i can eat anything(only halal) ;) my tummy is strong too! :D and housework?? i can do it and i'll make it clean and perfect! if u dont like it? just tell me! :D i can do it all for u!! hehehee~ what else???? money??? u said u can buy me anything what i want, ............ OK!! thats is u'r job xDD and how about kids?? i want 3 boys and 2 girls? hehehhee.. well,, i donno how many u want lol :PP i can take care of them and cooks them a healthy food, bring them to the hospital for medical checkup, give them advices and teach them a lesson if they did wrong, be friends with them and hugs and kisses them as much as i love myself! hehee i'll love our kids :PP (am i too far??)

so thats all and there is more i want to let u know~ but i just cant talk more coz u wont read this btw...... :'( i know u wont hacked my acc and surf anything in here....

wish that u could find this~ :I hey hey~

hey U,

KJM, I LOVE U ♥

will u Be my husband ♥ (?)

Don't Read!!!

Assalamualaikum, Annyeonghasaeyo~! x)

-singing-

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came, I'M GLAD YOU CAME :) 

song by The Wanted - Glad U Came 

Heyya folks~ this is my first blog entry that i ever created for the rest of my life!

Wooohooo~!! <\(^O^)/> Gimme a a big clap!! hahaaa xD Well, since i create this blog on January, so, i put the title as "My January" :) <3 <3 <3 Well emm actually this is my second BLOG =='' , I forgot the email of my first blog before xDD mwaahahaaa,, so here we goes again~

before that, i would like to say sorry if my language is broken and so do my vocabulary :P

well, if you all still can't understand it, just make it understand by yourself! xD 

ok, let me intro myself in here,

my nickname is Syir and as known as Jaekyi or Sora.. LOL too much nicknames right? hoohoo

its obviously i am a girl ;) 

and my status?? :- i'm taken <3 

i am _teen years-old haahaa!! 

and where i come from? Nah~ you all no need to know about that..

I am a Mathematics student! 

I love CATS,COOKING,and bla...bla...bla... xDDD

##Enough with the nonsense intro from me,, x)

let me tell you about my simple life  

before my January come, my life changed from sorority into happiness~

the parting period between me and MrV for about 2 months was ended, as i met him again in the night of 25 December 2012~ :') I Love U KJM <3

I have two different world~ 

1) Reality

2) Rp;

My reality is full of challenge!! ><

i really dont wanna tell all of you about this =='' Jinjja! I ever fall sick(fever) because of restless and sleepless night~ The mountain of assignments that hardly to be done and needed a lot of research!! >< Moreover, I am a person who hardly to fell sick :3 if i am sick, it will be worse~ heehee

i dont mind actually, as long as my grades is UP UP! ^O^/ i wont give up!! Hwaiting!! ;D

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bo-ring ==''

Next is my Rp World,

Maybe some of YOU (pointing at YOU) would know what RP means, for those who donno what it is.......er,,, just go on and do ur research!!!!,, Fighting for U! xDD 

RP always make my day and give me a lot of memories about LOVE, FRIENDSHIP and ENEMY.

actually, i dont have enemy there and i hates making enemy in my life,,EVEN I WANTED TO..xDD

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okay, i will continued to write more about my double-R life...SOON! ;) Just wait for my next Story! :DD 

Thats all from me today~ Bwaii <3