Dear God...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Dear my Lord,
I am begging you again,
I know, You only gives me what best among the best for me~
and i asked from You too much before~
Please God, only You could help me, and i know you are listening~

Please help me saves the person that I really Love and cared so much.
The person that i can never live without~


Especially MrV...
The last time i met him, he was so sensitive and short-tempered.
I understand why he felt that way~
Though he never tell me that he will have his surgery after that last week meeting,
I already knew about it~ COZ I AM NOT STUPID.
I never stop thinking the way how to get in there just to meet him again and again, day after day..
I never cried and tried my best to make him laugh or at least to make him smile :)
Even though it is really hard to meet him, but i never give up :)
As for now, i miss him and what else can I do other than praying for him to get well  and healthy soon!!
I told him that i will always waiting for him, and i know he hates that, but then i asked him to comeback if he don't want me to waited for him...

##Please God, Long Live his life and Give him Healthiness~!!!
Till now, i didn't hear any news about him~ so i will patiently wait for him :)
Dear God, I know a lot of handsome guys, or maybe rich guys  or bla..bla..blaa guys out there,
I'm not interested at them at all~ its not like i am lesbo, It just HIM, MrV, had filled my heart.
Even sometimes i am closed to some guys, classmates, or old friends, or new friends, or seniors <.< ...
I am not interested at all!!
WOW! I guess this is a true love? Nyiaahahahaa!!
I'm just glad that i met him, and no other than him :)
Even once again, and again and again he tell me goodbye, I just can't say a goodbye to him...

##We can't tell the future, cause all of it is YOUR job, My Dear Lord :')
I am glad that you still give him another chance to breath, meet his family and friends, see his house, taste the food that his mother cooks, let him sleeping on his bed again, and hopes it will last longer and more~
I f i am rich, and have a passport, and have my parents' agreement, i would have flies to his Country and stays by him side, see him smiles, maybe cooks his favorite food? hehee Hopes that will comes true~ :')

Amin~

*look up* i mumbled a lot..
(I am sorry if i never been serious when talking even that i really mean it on what i say)


and secondly is one of My Best Friend, Naz~

Dear God,
She will have her first surgery by tomorrow~
I don't know the real time, but she will have her surgery tomorrow~
I realize it when she was 15 years old,
She ever have a serious tummy ache until she can't even move from her bed,
and absent many days from school.
Cause of that pain, she went to the hospital and the doctor is a new doctor ++ he is a guy -___-''
He said "alaaaa~ it is normal for a teenagers like you~ That pain will gone after you married"
WTF!!! She should sue that doctor!!! He didn't check properly!! and now?? What had happen to you??

##My Lord,
people makes mistake, but that doctor is... OVER MISTAKEN!!
and Last week, me and Naz promised to attend our reunion Class at McD,
but she was been detained at ward because the other doctor said she was suspected Cyst...
She got two semi-solid cyst that 8 cm and 5 cm long.... T^T
Please make this operation succeed! I wont see her suffer anymore ><
Dear God, Please save her~ I'm gonna called her tonight~ but what can i say to her?



To my Bestie, Jinnie and CL <3

I am so sorry if i am acting weird and making both of you mad at me~ </3
Seems like i was so selfish and didn't think of others feeling~
I am sorry, I am sorry I am sorry~
I am just pabo~ Making a mistake again and again~
I am sorry :')

Love You bestie <3

Thats All from Me :)
The Pabo Jaekyi~